These past months have been very difficult for me. I started the nursing program and did all that I did in which I thought would make me pass. I joined study groups, asked my teachers for help, studied everyday and hardly had me time. However, I didn't pass and ended the semester with anger and frustration. What scared me the most though was my faith in God. I was so angry and upset these past 2 weeks, that I questioned my faith in Him. I was angry because I put my heart and soul into these 16 weeks of school and still didn't get the results I wanted. I thought He had forgotten about me.

So one morning I had an awful dream about school. I woke up with guilt, anger, and frustration. I was crying to my mom, and first thing she pulled out was the bible. I haven't read a bible since 3rd grade, so the thought of me reading the bible again didn't catch my interest. As my mom was reading to me, one quote spoke out to me the best, then made me day feel so much better...

This made me feel so much better because I knew I was suffering as Jesus did, and that I shouldn't feel alone. I understood from then on that only good things can follow after that. A big thank you to my mother for re-introducing the bible to me.

Also, my friend caca gave me a book as well that helps build up your faith in God for everyday living. I decided to read it this morning when I woke up, because I started to think about what happened last semester and I started to feel depressed again.

It's a little book called You Best Life Begins Each Morning. This book is really good because it talks about how you don't have control of yesterday or the future, but today. It made me feel a whole lot better this morning, and is something everyone should read.

My faith in God is becoming stronger, thanks to my family and friends.